I know exactly how you feel, 100%. you're really lovely, and even though it all sucks now it will honestly be better. it might be in minutes or hours or days, but it will and you'll be thankful that you're still here. right now it feels like nothing will ever improve (it's so strange how strong that feeling is, too) but soon you'll look back and find it weird how there was a time when you couldn't imagine anything getting better. stay strong, love. I hope this helped.
I LO VE YOU
and if you ever feel like this i’ll be here to talk and hopefully make you feel better <3